Flushed.

When I hit send on an email to Amy's house, my whole body feels hot and my face is flushed. I feel sick. And I feel irritated! Where is normal Allison? The one who'd say WHATEVER, shucks to your drama, let's get this shit done. Here's how it is. Here's what we do. DONE.

I have a mild case of what Amy experience every day at her house. Sometime when I frustrated with Amy, I plead with her, for the love of god, to say to these people "HELLOOOOOO, person here, stop talking shit to me or get out" which is just not a possibility for someone who is totally captive, I know.